murder for ketchup. Monday, Jul. 20, 2009 11:05 PM

I wish I could believe in God, instead of a god, because I feel like I am missing out on a lot of potential happiness or comfort. Unfortunately, as good as it may make me feel in some ways, the part of me that I respect most is the part of me that won't allow me to believe.

And now, knowing you, knowing how full and great your faith is, knowing how you don't make it part of your life, you make it a part of you, I wonder if I could be as amazing as you are.

Unfortunately, I don't want to believe because I want to love God. I want to believe so that I can be as good a person as you.

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