cold silence seems to. Sunday, Jan. 25, 2009 11:26 PM

What happened?
His ex.

"Oh no, I'm nothing without you, I can't stand to be apart from you!"

And then the boy goes, "Oh, derr! Never mind that I broke up with you cause you totally fucked me over and made my life a nightmare. I like you! But wait, I have this other girl! Sure, I haven't known her as long as the ex, and she's not been as exciting. All she's ever done is be there for me, and be wonderful and awesome and helped me grow as an individual! I've never been angry with her, we've never fought, and the sex is awesome! Hm. Now I have a choice to make!"

... Fuck you. Fuck you. How dare you. If the best isn't good enough, if my goddamn best isn't good enough, if my making you so goddamn happy and so goddamn content and so goddamn good doesn't measure up to her fucking up your life, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to say? "Oh, gee, fine, okay, well, you can have both! Yeah, let's get together and have a big ol' threesome. Here. I am your cake. You can eat me."

Fuck you. I wish you were leaving tomorrow. I wish this didn't matter. I wish I could just not care. I wish I wish I wish you didn't make me feel like a little girl, no control, so much pain.

I wish I could say these things to you. But no... I smile, and I hug you, and I stroke your hair. Everything is going to be alright. You're a good person. No matter what happens, I will always be here for you.

... I wanted to break your perfect face.

action or consequence